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Inside Out

These past four weeks, the Wolf wanted to remind me it still exists.

The Wolf - A beautiful but vicious animal that has unfortunately become the mascot for the autoimmune disease LUPUS

I’ve been in remission; that’s not to say I haven’t had episodes of illness but it has been manageable.

I am still in the manageable phase, although my white blood cell count is worrying the cute doctor who reads my blog and promised to sue me if I ever mention his name. (What do people want? You call them cute and they still want to sue you! )

Anyway,  several times these past weeks, I’ve been racked by pain so intense its reminded me that I could still go back to being on that ‘cot’. Am I afraid? Absolutely!

I’ve been through a batch of tests today, a bit of a continuation from last week’s battery. The tests scare me as much as the treatment routines. I am still hoping I can get out of the steroid treatment but thank God prednisone hasn’t been mentioned yet.

But here’s where I stop and give myself that balloon dreams speech again.

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About She Blossoms...

If there is anything that remains constant in life, it is the fact that we must continually face change; In ourselves, Our circumstances, Our environment, Our Perspectives. I have learnt that who I am is a continually evolving project. True, I have set principles and values. But I live, I learn, I grow. And yet, I must survive when the sun is hot, and blossom with the morning dew.

Discussion

5 Responses to “Inside Out”

  1. like you said, when your afraid look fear in the face, dare it to come at you ,do get well soon…

    Posted by lilian | 10/02/12, 10:51 AM
  2. Interesting how you manage the illness with a touch of humour.

    Do get better.

    Posted by Kevin Orato | 13/02/12, 4:54 PM
  3. Do get well soon.

    Posted by Ghafla!Guy | 13/02/12, 5:59 PM
  4. May God give u good health dear!

    Posted by Purity Ndereva | 29/03/12, 8:39 AM
  5. No. May God give me the strength to be my best no matter what.

    Posted by She Blossoms... | 29/03/12, 9:27 AM

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